end of the year.

a bad start for the new year

i dont think i am ready for another year

i want 2010 to end sooner than 2009.

yes, lets.

lets party.

3 more terms

3 more terms to go

i can live by myself, and all i'll have is a mattress on the floor

and a bathtub.

i'll work to pay for the apartment

read to pass the time,

and have sleepovers everynight for fun.

your turn.

and then i felt sad,

because i realised that once people are broken in certain ways

they can't ever be fixed,

and this is something nobody ever tells your when you are young

and it never fails to suprise you when your older

you see the people in your life break one by one.

You wonder when your turn is going to be,

or if it's already been.

amorality

Amorality;

the complete absence of moral beliefs, and/or the disbelief in any sort of morality or ethical code, instead insisting that each person should live his or her life in the most pleasurable manner.

Though often associated with immorality, the two are fundamentally different. Immorality is a system that does not accept moral principles and directly opposes morality, while amorality does not even consider the existence of morality plausible.

lust

Lust for power is the most flagrant of all the passions.

Photographer: Julie Pike

parentalalals.

"Few parents nowadays pay any regard to what their children say to them. The old fashioned respect for the young is fast dieing."

I have come to the conclusion that sometimes its not a bad thing when children put their parents back into place... because sometimes they have no idea.

out of habit

old habits die hard.

rip

via Le smoking

Brittany Murphy, she was my fave from clueless when i was younger.

remember

Photographer: Viktor Vauthier

smellly

you smell wonderful.

love is...

Love is the scars on your knees, the leftover food in the refrigerator, the song the birds sing, the pain you inflict, the sweet nothingness which flutters from your lovers mouth, a half-complete cigarette, diet coke with fizzles on your tongue, the rainbow sprinkles on your cupcake, the battered package you received in the mail the other day, the sound of wind escaping through a small gap in your window, the dampness in your hair, the chipped red varnish on your fingernails, your grandmothers musical box, the ballet shoes you've had since you were five, the music playing on your car stereo, the flaky paint on your walls, the bubblegum stuck under desks, the tooth-fairy, your hands and the things you can make with them, the kisses you blow, the clothes you wear, 5am morning breathe, your sensitive teeth, the tingly feeling you get when you get touched at certain parts of your body, the tangles in your lover's hair, sleepless nights, overdosing on painkillers, undeserved success and recognition, telling lies and not getting caught, blackind out from consuming too much alcohol and drugs, being desired by multiple parties, solving a mathematical problem, watching the people around you, watching the people fucking up around you, screaming out your window in the middle of the night, flaming your lover's ex, make up sex, smudged mascara, dishevelled hair and smeared lipstick, the coffee and bagel you digest on a faily basis, silence, recycable materials, trees, photosynthesis, growth, development

No, Love is
you, I, and a careless mixture of everything else we worry about.

jack and sally.

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

you give me butterflies.

This is how you make me feel..



(if your not very good with the human anatomy, like myself.
then above is a drawing of a stomach)

playtime.

play with the dog outside.
this dog gets too much loving for my liking.

chanel

hell

"Go to Heaven for the climate, Hell for the company."

dizzy

We can run away and never look back.

the most precious gift.

"I am responsible. Although I may not be able to prevent the worst from happening, I am responsible for my attitude toward the inevitable misfortunes that darken life. Bad things do happen; how I respond to them defines my character and the quality of my life. I can choose to sit in perpetual sadness, immobilized by the gravity of my loss, or I can choose to rise from the pain and treasure the most precious gift I have - life itself."

A beautiful place.

nostalgia.

hell or heaven?

in the wrong.

when you dont appreciate the highs, the lows seem alot lower.

VV

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Vikto Vauthier (L)

jellyblubber.

I just realised that i love jellyfish.

Thankyou biology for my knew found obsession.

fantasy

The unreal is more powerful than the real,
because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it.
because its only intangible ideas
concepts
beliefs
& fantasies that last.
stone crumbles. wood rots. people, well, they die.
but things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend,

they can go on and on.

grrr.

can boys make up their mind already?

biteme.

I found an island in your arms, and a country in your eyes.

beauty.

Beauty is in the nature of charm.

With charm, you need no other.

hopelessly boring.

ive neglected my blog, sowey.